In just a blink of an eye, my final semester had come to its end. Sad but true. I can’t believe that I finally can let go of my title as a student, hmm..still can’t believe it. But to be honest, among all, this semester was the one full of drama, chaos, love, friendship and many things more.
Maybe everybody was so tired and stressed out with never-ending assignments and eveyone was trying so hard to reach UM’s benchmark that the word ‘attitude’ and ‘issue’ had become so familiar with us. Those who had never become a problem started to create one. Friendship seemed to be drifting apart. Making foes was a lot easier than making friends. Crying was a lot easier to be heard of than laughter (Except for Vilo’s..hehe…)Backstabbing and mocking too, had been a part of this semester. A decent discussion of trips and dinner could never be held in a tranquil manner. I could not figure out why but those were what really happened. Conversely, my love for them did not drain even a bit by these situations.
But having to say all these, I feel glad that finally I was able to enjoy myself as
Ummians. I got myself familiar with UM environment this semester, being friends with other students of other facs and I went jogging a lot in UM too, yeah, once I followed my friend for a jog or more precisely a cross country in UM. Fuhh..that was one experience that I will not forget. Yeah, I really had feeble legs for three days after that! Apart from these, we participated actively in UM events. Watching Mak Yong, Dikir Barat, Battle of The Band were not included in our to do list before this, but they were in this semester.We even held events in UM, which was the ICT showcase. We took part in Dikir Barat for Ko-k week, which was so rocking us. I feel grateful that we enrolled in Dikir Barat course because it really acted as a pain reliever after one week straining ourselves with other demanding subjects. Blimey now I feel that everything was too late to be realized. I think I hadn’t exploited UM to the fullest when I was its student. But then I got to know some good friends throughout this semester. Somehow I could get along with them very well despite the fact that we came from two different worlds. And I also noticed that the friend that I cherished so much for this past years had the heart to stab my back, which I didn’t know until now the reason she was doing whatever she did. Till now I could not figure out what wrong I had done to her. But if she happens to read this writing, I just want to say I’m sorry if ever I had offended her in any ways even though I think she owes me 1001 explanations.
Hectic lives were the kind that we live this semester, before and after exam. If before exam we had to struggle to complete our assignments, after exam we got too busy visiting places which we didn’t get the chance to visit before. Looks like having been to study in KL for six years were not enough to enable us to visit its places of interest. Attending open houses too, kept us occupied. I
got the chance to have a walk in India Town with Vilo and friends, play bowling with Aini and Fendi, go to the zoo with Ming Keat, Siha and Jane, shop in Jln TAR with Nurul and Esun for the last time, one day out with Daus to groom ourselves for the farewell dinner and take pics in KLCC during night with Aisyah and my gang. Those were really sad moments indeed. Honestly, I felt really sad to part from my friends from now on. 6 years had proven them to be of valuable treasure in my heart. They are the ones who could go through thick and thin with me. Thousand apology from me guys and thanks for being such wonderful people in my life. However I still couldn’t get the chance to meet many of my friends in KL before I came back to JB for good. I just hope someday we will meet again.
Bak kata Jarrod once: Carpedium, which means seize the day. So for all out there, treasure whatever you have now. You may be a little too late when you finally realize that you haven’t treasured what you have to the fullest when it is about time to let go.
TO my UNISEL Friends: Although our moment together lasted for only three weeks, we still stick together like we have known each other in our previous lives. Seriously you guys have left a meaningful mark upon my life path. I just feel grateful that I gain the chance to know all of you. Will always love you lot a lot.
To all my friends in Cohort One: Thanks a million! Having to learn beside all of you will be the one experience I will never ever banish from my mind.
hmmm
May 17, 2008 @ 7:26 amcheer up…
we will sure meet…
u as the naib for our reunion committee…hv to plan a lot lot of gathering…
just call me i will be there..but just hope i am not in a real far place that i would hv to take 2 sampan back..hehehe
but still keep in touch..update ur blog with pictures..so that i can leave long comments…
yup this sem i guess was more of seeing who we can count on
but we did learnt our lesson…
ok b4 i write an assignment here..adios..
great to hear from u!
Wei thanks sbb mention nama aku ada juga chance nak mencapap walaupun dah x ada kelas
well didie
i guess all of us r finding ity hard to except the fact that we are no longer students but teachers…….which is so funny to me
and its true we wont realise how preacious some thing is while its with us onli once its left do we realise
i m sad that i din take much time to get to know u better
i would have loved u even more(wei as a fren ye…m not a les)
n its also true that after all the misunderstanding that we had althru this sem i still cant get angry with anyone of those ppl who hurt me
i simply cant in fact when they said sorry i felt like wat ever la
i felt like mungkin i pun ada bt silap kut
m aso human rite
n bt apa gaduh bkn dpt apa pun
baik jd kawan
why waste six yrs of frenship for some stupid matter
lagipun i rase
u all r n will always be my fren
dats more impt to me
betul x?
n as a vp make sure ada gathering ye
May 18, 2008 @ 10:38 amat least two years once kalau tak
we all sue u in court
hahahahaha
thats a tough job vilo, but will surely figure something out with daus, mel and aisyah.thanks fr d comment mel n vilo.muahhh!!!
May 20, 2008 @ 10:10 am